MOOD: Staring at the Sun

BLOG POST 02:03:26

TLDR>>Car getting fixed, tired but life becoming more manageable, finally. Getting through life.

BLOG POST 09:02:26

TLDR>>Not much to say here, but I'm alive and working on the site again! Just keep swimming, eh?

BLOG POST 15:12:25

TLDR>>Whoops, got caught up! I want to redo some parts of the site, life has been sub-par, and upcoming updates to site!

BLOG POST 12:11:25

TLDR>> I'm tired of being so crazy busy, government shutdown is scary, and I hope to figure out these webcomics soon!

spinning roach meme Bruce typing fast

Blog Post 02:03:26

Well, I've finally a mix of good news and bad news. Good news is I finally have hours at work and am earning money, and I'm getting through the day... Bad news is everything else.

My car situation is still frustrating, but it's finally getting fixed. I'll be doing the labor, so I'll only have to pay for parts, but still. Something is better than nothing. It's kind of hard dealing with that, though, since I have to be uber dodgy about it for some reason... unfun.

I still need to finish applying to college, even though I'd MUCH rather take a gap year. It's AGONY right now, but whatever, I'm not dead!!! Art and creation wise, there's not much, since I've been so busy. I live alone with my dad most of the time, now, so that's cool. I like having space to myself, it's made everything a lot more manageable!!!

Shorter update for today, but something is better than nothing. Just can't wait for classes to be over...

Blog Post 09:02:26

Good gawd, every time I manage to update this, it feels like I'm in a new ring of hell.

Life has been... nuts to say the least. No biggie, though, I'm still going, so that's good... though I'm not too sure what to say. I have about a million complaints--between family, work, school, and just... me in general... but I don't particularly want to get into the details every time I come back to read this lol.

I'll try to stay lighthearted with lots of this--the new version of the website being up has been a good ego boost, and I can start working on figuring out what I want to do with webcomics- especially figuring out how I can best optimize my work flow for making them quickly, since I know I want one of them to just be... an updated telling of my life, day by day. how to portray monotony...

All I'll put is that I'm still kicking. Life is kicking, too--kicking me in the nuts, that is--but that's fine. Even if all I can think about is how rough it is, haha.

Nothing to do but keep going.

Blog Post 15:12:25

Oh my DAYS. Totally got caught up in work and stuff... so that's a huuuuge delay on any work for the webcomics I want to upload here, not to mention the lack up blog updates. I guess I'm gonna keep doing this, then. I'll try to keep up with it a little better. Maybe change up some of the colours and theming...

Anyways, onto life updates. I started bulking recently, so lets see how that goessss... I'm pretty excited to see what the results are, even if I'm basically stuffed 24/7 now lol. Works going alright, too--even rumors of raises being passed out this december, though I'm not sure how true those'll be. I really hope it turns out true, I want more money...

Lastly, I'm gonna voice some reformatting wishes- I want to add a factoid portion. Maybe on the left hand side of my blog posts? Or maybe I'll make it a navigation thing and add another page for things that I've learned about... I'll figure that out later on, probably this Sunday, since I don't work then. Or I'll forget and lay in bed all day again ^_^')

Blog Post 12:11:25

Okay, great time to rant. In class at the moment, which sucks, but at least I have a second to type. What's up with life being absolute bullshit like 24/7? I'm so tired of working like all the time, lol, I have no time to work on these sick webcom ideas I have :,)

Of course, work isn't the only issue. I ALSO have to deal with my family--Like, my dad got in an accident at 4 am. Tf?? Cops came knocking and EVERYTHING, it was insane... so as of writing this I'm dead tired lol. Wondering if the AO3 author curse is applying to anybody making creative content, cuz wtf!! Only just tried to make some cool creative stuff and the government shut down, my dad totalled another car, my job suckssss extra (EVEN MORE THAN USUAL!!!!) and I'm like basically dead 24/7...

Without a doubt I WILL get these cool stories out, cuz I REALLY want to. I also need to set up the actual webcomic page... and the individual pages for the stories... since webcomics are the whole reason I wanted to make a site anyways... gulp..!